Crazy! Crazy!

Some of you should know by now that I'm quite a big fan of the Kpop from my blog playlists to the MV I posted on Facebook. Been pretty addicted to a song by Se7en. Just never seem to get bored of it no matter how many times I listened to it. =)

Till then, cheers!

George

My Favorite Highway - Bigger than Love

Was doing my revision when I randomly picked a song and I got hooked. I don't know bout you guys but I personally think that this is a very meaningful song and it actually happens in our daily lives. We may be smiling on the outside but on the inside, we're dying.

My Favorite Highway - Bigger than Love

We've all got scars as big as ours

A token for the pain we hide inside of us

Everyone's scared that somebody knows

You keep it inside, yeah, thats how it goes

If you've ever heard a beating heart

A rhythm for the songs we're too afraid to sing

Nobody here is perfectly fine

A delicate frame, a fragile design

If there's a hole in your heart

You gotta pull it together

It takes the courage to start

But now is better than never

It takes a push and a shove

Somehow its never enough

And its alarming how quick you could forget that

Nothing's bigger than love

Nothing's bigger than love

Nothing's bigger than love

All you need, all you need is love

Some people change and some just won't

You can't take back the words you wish you'd never said

Promises break ad lovers will lie

You hold up your hands and let out a sigh

So smile right before you fall

And lay beside this mess and call it consequence

Somebody said that life isn't fair

When somebody else was saying a prayer

No one's taking me out

Nothing's pulling me down

I turn my head to the crowd

This love is big and loud

This is the car in the crash

This is the light in the flash

This is the answers you know

But you're just too scared to ask

If there's a hole in your heart

You gotta pull it together

It takes the courage to start

But now is better than never

It takes a push and a shove

Somehow its never enough

Somehow its never enough

Till then, cheers!

George

Star

Came across a very interesting short film while youtube-ing few weeks ago. Its a short film named "Star", directed by Guy Ritchie, promoting the legendary Bmw M5 e39. Watched this couple of times and I still love it. =)

Till then, cheers!

George

8 days to go! Hold on!

Woke up at 6.30am this morning, wondering why on earth did I got up this early on a cold Sunday morning. *sigh* My sleeping schedule has been completely compromised due to the exams. The few things that could actually motivate me now is the fact that I'm done with 3 papers and I have 1 more to go, which reminds me that I'm one step closer to home.

To date, I'm only 8 days away from home and counting. Just the thought of it could actually light up my day and actually motivate me to hold on a little longer. I'm really excited and I can't wait to see my family and friends in Malaysia. I miss them so much. I really miss spending time with them. But of course, there are other reasons why I'm so excited. I'll be getting an iphone4 when I return. *grins* A week before I received the news, I was actually planning to save up for one since everybody has been going on, talking about it. I doubt that I'll be disposing my Blackberry tho. Afterall, I'm so used to having it around. =)

Apart from getting a new phone, I'll be getting a new car which I'm not entirely excited or proud about but yeah. Its still a car. I know that I've been whining and complaining bout the car for a while now and I think I should really stop. Sometimes, I get really frustrated just by thinking about it. How is it that some people are more excited than me when I'm the one getting the car? How is that even possible? *shakes head* I need to stop. I need to be content. Trying to convince myself that having an ugly car is better than not having one. *pauses for 5 seconds* You know what? F this. I'm just gonna go try the car for a week. If I don't like it, I can always switch cars with daddy. *grins* I'm such a spoiled brat. Hehe. =D

Till then, cheers!

George

2 weeks!

I'm back! Miss me? Been quite busy lately. Probably explains why I rarely update my blog. Its the examination period and Mrs.Stress is back. Its her time of the year, torturing and tormenting unsuspecting and innocent students like myself. =/

1 down, 3 to go.

I finished Marketing Communications yesterday and it went out well, I guess? Like always, I'm never confident after each paper but its just best to ignore and move on, knowing that it is completely pointless crying over spilt milk. Next, Management Accounting. Its probably the toughest paper of all 4 I'm taking. Just gonna try my level best. Fortunately, I have "mini study breaks" in between each paper, which makes it less stressful I supposed? Hehe. Either way, I just wanna get done and over with the exams, then, enjoy my long summer break.

Speaking of which, I'm only 18 days away from Malaysia. Been counting down the days since the day I landed in Melbourne last winter and I'm glad that I'm finally going home. =D

Till then, cheers!

George

Burned

Been going thru shit these few days. To start with, I got a terrible body ache from playing football two days ago. The thing is, I haven't been playing for 2 to 3 years. Its been two days now and I still can't seem to walk properly. It somewhat felt like I've got myself into an accident, lost my legs and now I'm trying to walk but every step I take is just so so heavy. *sigh* Thanks to Dreavin for sending me dinner for two nights in a row now. Really appreciate what they have done for me. But I can't just depend on them all the time. Can I?

Apart from the terrible body aches, somebody thought that it wasn't hell enough for me and he decided to screw me over. It all started with a simple post on Facebook and he started spamming my wall, all over. Naturally, I replied him with the same treatment and you'll never guess what he said to me. That immature thing threatened to hack my Facebook account. No wait. The best part is that he is already in his late 20s. He is unbelievably immature and stupid. Knowing me, I hate being threatened, I asked him to go screw himself and I removed and blocked him instantly. I don't need people like this in my life. Enough said.

Life is good, my foot!!

Till then, cheers!

George

Silence

Sorry for the lack of updates. Nothing much happened anyway. Taking a step back, looking at myself from the third person's point of view actually shows how inactive I've been on both Facebook and the blog.

Some of you guys probably have your parents on your facebook and you probably know what kind of drama I'm going thru. I was told by them to remove links and statuses and thats when I became really inactive. Alright, maybe I overreacted. The way I see it, we obviously have different point of views. My parents view Facebook as a networking site. To be honest, they are damn right about it. However, I personally think that Facebook is also a site where you visit just to get your mind off unwanted thoughts. I mean, come on. Facebook isnt some business site.

Well, after what happened, I deleted most of my photos and I stopped posting statuses, photos and links all because I don't wanna be asked to remove stuff on my page anymore. As if life isn't tossing enough lemons. Above all, I learned that sometimes keeping quiet isn't entirely a bad thing all because we live in this cruel world. When we open our hearts and start talking, it actually gives the enemy the opportunity to shoot you down. So why filter all the things you say when you can just be silent and watch the enemy make a fool of themselves? I once came across a quote on the net and it says:

"Always say less than necessary.." - Robert Greene

"Think as you like but behave like others.." - Robert Greene

But of course, I did "lose" some friends in the process. I remember having lots of friends flooding my walls back then. Probably because I'm very straightforward and expressive. As compared to today, its pretty much empty. Sometimes I wonder, what can I do to please everybody? I want to be seen as fun around friends and at the same time making sure that my parents are alright with it. I'm tired of dramas. Just so so tired.

Maybe one day, I might come back here and have a good laugh at my immaturity and my ways of trying to make life least bitter.. =)

Till then, cheers!

George