Dare to Make Changes..

Decided to try something new. Took the initiative to make changes to the blog. What do you guys think? Just wanted something simple, nice and what best describes me. Well, it all boils down to ONE very important thing. Can you guys still read with ease? Let me know if you have comments. Feedback is what one needs in order to perform better. Oh crap! I'm crapping just so this post doesnt seem too short. *shiok sendiri* Lmao! =P

Till then, cheers!

George

Home Away..

This is my third week away from home and I'm feeling really homesick. *sigh* I have no one to talk to and I figured out that the blog was the only place I could go to. Here, I just wanna let it all out. Pour away my sadness and all this nonsense. Being away from home isnt easy. Nobody said it could be this tough.

A friend who is actually in the same shoes as me, said this to me and I find it pretty true. She said the words that I couldnt put my finger onto it for a while. "Talking to your loved ones on the phone just feels so unreal and surreal". I personally find that it just isnt enough. Skyping and talking on the phone is only a short term remedy. Whenever the call ends, it hits us hard again. And this goes on and on and on..

One thing I never really understand is that why some teenagers want to break out from their family so badly. The pursuit of freedom & independence, some say. Is it really that important? Point is, you may be away from home, free from your naggy parents BUT to them, you'll always be their child. The little kid they love. My point here is that some people like me for instance, want to be nagged and cared so f**king badly. Now that I know I wasn't ready to live a life alone out in the foreign country but everything is done now. Theres no turning back.

However, I understand, as a grown young adult, that sometimes I need to leave my comfort zone in order to grow. To grow into a mature young man who could differentiate whats right from wrong. Hmm. Thank you, mom & dad. I love you.

I miss you, dad. I miss sitting outside with you, talking bout anything at all. Small talks.

I miss you, mom. I miss annoying you in the kitchen. Most importantly, I miss your cooking.

I miss you, sis. I miss watching movies with you and of course, mommy & daddy.

I miss you, guys. I really do...

Love,

George

The One with the Home Feeling..

I understand that saying "It has been some time.." is some sort of a cliche and that I'm actually being rather repetitive. Therefore, I'm gonna try something new. Haahaa!

And it all kicked off with a simple phone call from a girl named "Lilian". She said she was a friend of Doreen's and that she wanted to date me. And that shook me of guard for a moment when BAM! I recognized her voice. Its Shanice! My sister in law! Garh! She is here with her family for a vacation..

For now, I'll let the photos speak.. =)

Day One

- Lunch at Pancake Parlour

- Shopping at JR Dutyfree

- Myers

- Dinner at Greccos, Crown

Day Two

- Breakfast at Kotaraya, St.Kilda

- Luna Park, St.Kilda

- Tea time at Koko Black

- Dinner at Dragon Boat, China Town

Day Three

- Tea time at MaxBrenners

- Dinner at Grill Steak Seafood

- Dessert at Koko Black

And finally, shots I couldn't help capturing..

Till then, cheers!

George

Stolen..

It has been some time since I last updated the blog. It is already a week since I left Malaysia for Melbourne. Been busy preparing for uni and I haven't had my internet connected yet. For now, I have to go to Davin and Abigail's place to use the internet.

Its merely a week and I'm already missing my family and friends especially Chloe. Looking at the photographs taken when I was in Malaysia brought lotsa memories. I have to admit. I have no regrets. Managed to spend time with them especially my parents and my princess. I had the time of my life. Break in Malaysia was like a dream. A beautiful dream because everything just seemed so perfect. I had everything until the day I stepped foot in Melbourne and it felt like as if I woke up from a dream. Back to uni. I have a role to play...

Just a thought. Chloe and I have been together for 2 months+ now and it seemed like years. It all happened so fast. Is it a good thing? I'm unsure but all I know is that we're still going strong. Haahaa! Talked to Chloe today and she said something really silly. And this was how it went.

Chloe - I so ugly, so stupid, so fat also you want..

George - Haahaa. Sor poh. You're not ugly. Just simple.

You're not stupid. Only in front of me.

You're not fat. Just cute. I love you..

*Sor poh, you have stolen my heart. If only you knew how much I really love you and how much I wanna protect you from harm.*

Till then, cheers!

George

The Three Words..

Yesterday was our second month together. It was one of my happiest and saddest day this trip back. Happy and glad because I brought Chloe to KLCC. That was on top on her To-Do-List-With-Hubby initially but we didnt had the time to check that until yesterday. Unfortunately, things got bitter when we had to say goodbye. Deep down, watching her cry, it hurts. So so badly. Guess what they say is right. "You'll never know what you are missing until you lose em."

It was 2pm when I picked Chloe from her place. She was wearing a simple blue floral dress with very mild make up. And that is enough. She is beautiful. Then, we left for KLCC. Met up with Edwin & JiaYe. They're both still sweet after a long long time. Good on them. The four of us have something in common. We're all in a long distance relationship. Both Edwin and I will be in Melbourne while Chloe will be in Malaysia and JiaYe will be in UK. Sad, isnt it? But I have faith..that we can all make it thru.

After that, we went separate ways. Edwin and JiaYe went back while Chloe and I stayed back. We both walked around KLCC. Decided to pay Toys'r us a visit. *grins* Bought Chloe an everlasting rose and a Lamborghini Gallardo Superleggera. Heehee! Then, we went to the park outside Suria KLCC. Took couple of photos. I once promised Chloe to take more than 120 photos but I guess we dont have much time. I wish I have more time here in Malaysia. If only I have more time..*wonders*

Then, we went back to Chloe's place. Hung out at the playground. A place of many memories. Hugged and kissed her. As I hugged her, tears roll down her cheeks. It just hurts so much to see her cry. It feels really bad. I'm not a good bf. In fact, I'm a bad one. I'm just so so sorry and regretful for putting her in this stupid situation. *sigh*

At 8.30pm, Chloe and I went to Max's bday party. I dont really know them well but they are nice people. Communication problem, perhaps? I cant speak mandarin well which sorts of make me seem like an arrogant freak? Sorry, guys! Hung out there til 11pm, then we left for supper. LokLok! Steamboat truck? Heehee! I dont really know what they call em. You'd get what I mean. Haahaa!

After that, both of us went back to the playground. Sat in the car. Not thinking bout anything. Just let our hearts feel each other. I looked her in the eyes and tears rolled down. Hmm. That time, it hit me real hard. I knew that I was gonna miss her like crazy. *sigh* Sent her home at 1am. As she walked into her house, I broke down. It just feels like I'm never gonna see her again...

I miss her..

Till then, cheers!

George

Final Days..

Updates! Updates! Haahaa! Haven't been keeping my blog up-to-date. Well, was pretty much caught up with spending time with my family and friends. I have 4 days left before I get back to Melbourne. *sigh* I wanna stay here so badly but what can I say? We must finish what we've started. Anyway, here is a summarized version of the list of updates. =)

17th July - The Final Pursuit Official Launching

My new team, The Final Pursuit. Left the old team just to form a new one. Time to grow, perhaps! I'll let the photos speak.. =)

18th July - Karaoke *bounce bounce*

Had dinner with Dad & Sean's friends at Bukit Tinggi, Klang. Then, joined Sean, Shanice, Daniel, Nicole, Raymond and Nana for a karaoke session at Neway, Subang. Didn't really sing but it was fun anyway since there is alcohol *grins*. =P

19th July - Nil. *yawns*

Promised to bring Chloe to KLCC but was stopped by dad deliberately. Dad lectured me and asked me to spend more time with family. I ended up being grounded in the office. What more can I say? He is right. Family comes first. However, I feel disappointed with myself for breaking the promise. I'm sorry, hunny. I hope you understand. I love you..

20th July - Vroom Vroom!!

Met up with Chantelle and Kim for Go-Kart at Stadium Shah Alam. It was crazy fun! Haahaa! After that, we went to the nearby carpark for a mini photoshoot. Took couple of awesome shots! Then, we went back to Taman Berkeley, Klang for late lunch/early dinner which is LUNNER I supposed? Haahaa! Dont have any Go-Karting photos tho..

21st July - F.A.M.I.L.Y

Like I said, family has always been on top of the list and it will remain that way. Dad knocked some sense into me when he said, "Think bout it, son. Since the day you came back, how often do you spend time with your family. Spend more time with them. Do it for your mom's sake." Nailed it! He is right. Been out day and night with friends. But I never really sit down and talk to my parents casually. Guilt. I then decided to call off all plans and come to office to spend time with my parents. I love em! =)

Till then, Cheers!

George