Friday, October 29, 2010

2 weeks!

I'm back! Miss me? Been quite busy lately. Probably explains why I rarely update my blog. Its the examination period and Mrs.Stress is back. Its her time of the year, torturing and tormenting unsuspecting and innocent students like myself. =/

1 down, 3 to go.

I finished Marketing Communications yesterday and it went out well, I guess? Like always, I'm never confident after each paper but its just best to ignore and move on, knowing that it is completely pointless crying over spilt milk. Next, Management Accounting. Its probably the toughest paper of all 4 I'm taking. Just gonna try my level best. Fortunately, I have "mini study breaks" in between each paper, which makes it less stressful I supposed? Hehe. Either way, I just wanna get done and over with the exams, then, enjoy my long summer break.

Speaking of which, I'm only 18 days away from Malaysia. Been counting down the days since the day I landed in Melbourne last winter and I'm glad that I'm finally going home. =D


Till then, cheers!
George

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Burned

Been going thru shit these few days. To start with, I got a terrible body ache from playing football two days ago. The thing is, I haven't been playing for 2 to 3 years. Its been two days now and I still can't seem to walk properly. It somewhat felt like I've got myself into an accident, lost my legs and now I'm trying to walk but every step I take is just so so heavy. *sigh* Thanks to Dreavin for sending me dinner for two nights in a row now. Really appreciate what they have done for me. But I can't just depend on them all the time. Can I?

Apart from the terrible body aches, somebody thought that it wasn't hell enough for me and he decided to screw me over. It all started with a simple post on Facebook and he started spamming my wall, all over. Naturally, I replied him with the same treatment and you'll never guess what he said to me. That immature thing threatened to hack my Facebook account. No wait. The best part is that he is already in his late 20s. He is unbelievably immature and stupid. Knowing me, I hate being threatened, I asked him to go screw himself and I removed and blocked him instantly. I don't need people like this in my life. Enough said.


Life is good, my foot!!

Till then, cheers!
George

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Silence

Sorry for the lack of updates. Nothing much happened anyway. Taking a step back, looking at myself from the third person's point of view actually shows how inactive I've been on both Facebook and the blog.

Some of you guys probably have your parents on your facebook and you probably know what kind of drama I'm going thru. I was told by them to remove links and statuses and thats when I became really inactive. Alright, maybe I overreacted. The way I see it, we obviously have different point of views. My parents view Facebook as a networking site. To be honest, they are damn right about it. However, I personally think that Facebook is also a site where you visit just to get your mind off unwanted thoughts. I mean, come on. Facebook isnt some business site.

Well, after what happened, I deleted most of my photos and I stopped posting statuses, photos and links all because I don't wanna be asked to remove stuff on my page anymore. As if life isn't tossing enough lemons. Above all, I learned that sometimes keeping quiet isn't entirely a bad thing all because we live in this cruel world. When we open our hearts and start talking, it actually gives the enemy the opportunity to shoot you down. So why filter all the things you say when you can just be silent and watch the enemy make a fool of themselves? I once came across a quote on the net and it says:

"Always say less than necessary.." - Robert Greene

"Think as you like but behave like others.." - Robert Greene

But of course, I did "lose" some friends in the process. I remember having lots of friends flooding my walls back then. Probably because I'm very straightforward and expressive. As compared to today, its pretty much empty. Sometimes I wonder, what can I do to please everybody? I want to be seen as fun around friends and at the same time making sure that my parents are alright with it. I'm tired of dramas. Just so so tired.


Maybe one day, I might come back here and have a good laugh at my immaturity and my ways of trying to make life least bitter.. =)

Till then, cheers!
George