Sorry for the lack of updates. Nothing much happened anyway. Taking a step back, looking at myself from the third person's point of view actually shows how inactive I've been on both Facebook and the blog.
Some of you guys probably have your parents on your facebook and you probably know what kind of drama I'm going thru. I was told by them to remove links and statuses and thats when I became really inactive. Alright, maybe I overreacted. The way I see it, we obviously have different point of views. My parents view Facebook as a networking site. To be honest, they are damn right about it. However, I personally think that Facebook is also a site where you visit just to get your mind off unwanted thoughts. I mean, come on. Facebook isnt some business site.
Well, after what happened, I deleted most of my photos and I stopped posting statuses, photos and links all because I don't wanna be asked to remove stuff on my page anymore. As if life isn't tossing enough lemons. Above all, I learned that sometimes keeping quiet isn't entirely a bad thing all because we live in this cruel world. When we open our hearts and start talking, it actually gives the enemy the opportunity to shoot you down. So why filter all the things you say when you can just be silent and watch the enemy make a fool of themselves? I once came across a quote on the net and it says:
"Always say less than necessary.." - Robert Greene
"Think as you like but behave like others.." - Robert Greene
But of course, I did "lose" some friends in the process. I remember having lots of friends flooding my walls back then. Probably because I'm very straightforward and expressive. As compared to today, its pretty much empty. Sometimes I wonder, what can I do to please everybody? I want to be seen as fun around friends and at the same time making sure that my parents are alright with it. I'm tired of dramas. Just so so tired.
Maybe one day, I might come back here and have a good laugh at my immaturity and my ways of trying to make life least bitter.. =)
Till then, cheers!
George
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