Hehe. =)

Hello! I'm finally in Malaysia. Well, I was here a week ago actually. Didn't had the time to post anything up. Besides, I left my DSLR cable back at Melbourne. Couldn't post any pictures up. =(

Will update soon. Stay tuned. =)

Till then, cheers!

George

I Feel the Warmth

Yesh! I finally finished my exams! I'm a free man with a dead brain. Exams screwed me real bad. Not only am I brain dead, I'm suffering from major sleeping problems. I can only sleep for 5 hours top. I'm so tired and sleepy but when I'm in bed, I just can't seem to fall asleep. *sigh* Apart from that, I get really lethargic and tired really easily these days. Pretty sad if you think about it. I'm only 20 and I feel really old. I'm supposed to be hyperactive like the other 20 year olds. =/

To date, I'm only 4 days away from home! Not really looking forward to the 7 hours flight tho. Been wondering what would it be like and what will I be doing when I get back home. I'm excited and I can't wait to see mom and dad. And of course, my sister and my baby nephew, Baby Muffin.

This has got to be one of my shortest blog post. Hehe. I like it short and sweet. =)

Till then, cheers!

George

Crazy! Crazy!

Some of you should know by now that I'm quite a big fan of the Kpop from my blog playlists to the MV I posted on Facebook. Been pretty addicted to a song by Se7en. Just never seem to get bored of it no matter how many times I listened to it. =)

Till then, cheers!

George

My Favorite Highway - Bigger than Love

Was doing my revision when I randomly picked a song and I got hooked. I don't know bout you guys but I personally think that this is a very meaningful song and it actually happens in our daily lives. We may be smiling on the outside but on the inside, we're dying.

My Favorite Highway - Bigger than Love

We've all got scars as big as ours

A token for the pain we hide inside of us

Everyone's scared that somebody knows

You keep it inside, yeah, thats how it goes

If you've ever heard a beating heart

A rhythm for the songs we're too afraid to sing

Nobody here is perfectly fine

A delicate frame, a fragile design

If there's a hole in your heart

You gotta pull it together

It takes the courage to start

But now is better than never

It takes a push and a shove

Somehow its never enough

And its alarming how quick you could forget that

Nothing's bigger than love

Nothing's bigger than love

Nothing's bigger than love

All you need, all you need is love

Some people change and some just won't

You can't take back the words you wish you'd never said

Promises break ad lovers will lie

You hold up your hands and let out a sigh

So smile right before you fall

And lay beside this mess and call it consequence

Somebody said that life isn't fair

When somebody else was saying a prayer

No one's taking me out

Nothing's pulling me down

I turn my head to the crowd

This love is big and loud

This is the car in the crash

This is the light in the flash

This is the answers you know

But you're just too scared to ask

If there's a hole in your heart

You gotta pull it together

It takes the courage to start

But now is better than never

It takes a push and a shove

Somehow its never enough

Somehow its never enough

Till then, cheers!

George

Star

Came across a very interesting short film while youtube-ing few weeks ago. Its a short film named "Star", directed by Guy Ritchie, promoting the legendary Bmw M5 e39. Watched this couple of times and I still love it. =)

Till then, cheers!

George

8 days to go! Hold on!

Woke up at 6.30am this morning, wondering why on earth did I got up this early on a cold Sunday morning. *sigh* My sleeping schedule has been completely compromised due to the exams. The few things that could actually motivate me now is the fact that I'm done with 3 papers and I have 1 more to go, which reminds me that I'm one step closer to home.

To date, I'm only 8 days away from home and counting. Just the thought of it could actually light up my day and actually motivate me to hold on a little longer. I'm really excited and I can't wait to see my family and friends in Malaysia. I miss them so much. I really miss spending time with them. But of course, there are other reasons why I'm so excited. I'll be getting an iphone4 when I return. *grins* A week before I received the news, I was actually planning to save up for one since everybody has been going on, talking about it. I doubt that I'll be disposing my Blackberry tho. Afterall, I'm so used to having it around. =)

Apart from getting a new phone, I'll be getting a new car which I'm not entirely excited or proud about but yeah. Its still a car. I know that I've been whining and complaining bout the car for a while now and I think I should really stop. Sometimes, I get really frustrated just by thinking about it. How is it that some people are more excited than me when I'm the one getting the car? How is that even possible? *shakes head* I need to stop. I need to be content. Trying to convince myself that having an ugly car is better than not having one. *pauses for 5 seconds* You know what? F this. I'm just gonna go try the car for a week. If I don't like it, I can always switch cars with daddy. *grins* I'm such a spoiled brat. Hehe. =D

Till then, cheers!

George

2 weeks!

I'm back! Miss me? Been quite busy lately. Probably explains why I rarely update my blog. Its the examination period and Mrs.Stress is back. Its her time of the year, torturing and tormenting unsuspecting and innocent students like myself. =/

1 down, 3 to go.

I finished Marketing Communications yesterday and it went out well, I guess? Like always, I'm never confident after each paper but its just best to ignore and move on, knowing that it is completely pointless crying over spilt milk. Next, Management Accounting. Its probably the toughest paper of all 4 I'm taking. Just gonna try my level best. Fortunately, I have "mini study breaks" in between each paper, which makes it less stressful I supposed? Hehe. Either way, I just wanna get done and over with the exams, then, enjoy my long summer break.

Speaking of which, I'm only 18 days away from Malaysia. Been counting down the days since the day I landed in Melbourne last winter and I'm glad that I'm finally going home. =D

Till then, cheers!

George

Burned

Been going thru shit these few days. To start with, I got a terrible body ache from playing football two days ago. The thing is, I haven't been playing for 2 to 3 years. Its been two days now and I still can't seem to walk properly. It somewhat felt like I've got myself into an accident, lost my legs and now I'm trying to walk but every step I take is just so so heavy. *sigh* Thanks to Dreavin for sending me dinner for two nights in a row now. Really appreciate what they have done for me. But I can't just depend on them all the time. Can I?

Apart from the terrible body aches, somebody thought that it wasn't hell enough for me and he decided to screw me over. It all started with a simple post on Facebook and he started spamming my wall, all over. Naturally, I replied him with the same treatment and you'll never guess what he said to me. That immature thing threatened to hack my Facebook account. No wait. The best part is that he is already in his late 20s. He is unbelievably immature and stupid. Knowing me, I hate being threatened, I asked him to go screw himself and I removed and blocked him instantly. I don't need people like this in my life. Enough said.

Life is good, my foot!!

Till then, cheers!

George

Silence

Sorry for the lack of updates. Nothing much happened anyway. Taking a step back, looking at myself from the third person's point of view actually shows how inactive I've been on both Facebook and the blog.

Some of you guys probably have your parents on your facebook and you probably know what kind of drama I'm going thru. I was told by them to remove links and statuses and thats when I became really inactive. Alright, maybe I overreacted. The way I see it, we obviously have different point of views. My parents view Facebook as a networking site. To be honest, they are damn right about it. However, I personally think that Facebook is also a site where you visit just to get your mind off unwanted thoughts. I mean, come on. Facebook isnt some business site.

Well, after what happened, I deleted most of my photos and I stopped posting statuses, photos and links all because I don't wanna be asked to remove stuff on my page anymore. As if life isn't tossing enough lemons. Above all, I learned that sometimes keeping quiet isn't entirely a bad thing all because we live in this cruel world. When we open our hearts and start talking, it actually gives the enemy the opportunity to shoot you down. So why filter all the things you say when you can just be silent and watch the enemy make a fool of themselves? I once came across a quote on the net and it says:

"Always say less than necessary.." - Robert Greene

"Think as you like but behave like others.." - Robert Greene

But of course, I did "lose" some friends in the process. I remember having lots of friends flooding my walls back then. Probably because I'm very straightforward and expressive. As compared to today, its pretty much empty. Sometimes I wonder, what can I do to please everybody? I want to be seen as fun around friends and at the same time making sure that my parents are alright with it. I'm tired of dramas. Just so so tired.

Maybe one day, I might come back here and have a good laugh at my immaturity and my ways of trying to make life least bitter.. =)

Till then, cheers!

George

Thoughts. Homesick. Thoughts.

Sorry for the lack of updates. Haven't have much to blog about anyway. It has been weeks since my last blog post which reminds me how fast time passed us by. Funny how time creeps when you're looking at the time constantly and when you turn your back on time, it fast forwards really quickly.

I haven't been sleeping well lately. Been thinking a lot bout home and family back in Malaysia. Skyped my parents few days ago and it was all alright until the call ended. I'm back to the place where I began. Sometimes studying abroad just isn't easy. But as the saying goes, "what doesn't kills you, makes you stronger". Prolly the only words that encourage me to hold on. I have 63 more days before I see my family and friends again and approximately 1.5 to 2 years to go before I graduate with a Bachelor's degree.

Other than the regular sleepless nights, I have been experiencing breathing difficulty. *sigh* Don't know whats happening to me. Just hope that it gets better. *sigh*

Till then, cheers!

George

Snow Snow Snow!

After the Autoshow, we rushed back to the city to meet the others for a road trip to the snowy Donna Buang Mountain. The drive up the mountain was fun until we bumped into the Nissan 300zx club. One of the cars was crushed and there were paramedics and polices all over. That shook Wynn a little and the drive was slowed down to a safe 25km/h for a while. When we arrived, we had to park in an open space with mud all over. Didn't really see that coming. Anyway, here are some photos. Enjoy! =)

Till then, cheers!

George

AutoSalon Melbourne 2010

Woke up from a 2 hours power nap to attend one of the biggest autoshow, the AutoSalon Melbourne 2010. You must be wondering why the 2 hours power nap. Well, I had a pretty late night the night before due to a smashing birthday party for my man, Juelze. Anyway, I got up feeling a little tipsy, fetched Davin, Juelze and How Hong and we made our way to Flemington. Saw some mouthwatering rides and of course, sexy babes with pretty faces. *drools*

Finally, the highlight of the day, the 2000hp gold plated Bmw 3 series e46 by St Queen Customs.

For more photos, go to my photo albums on Facebook.

Till then, cheers!

George

FML

Had a sudden urge to update the blog after a long time. I'm having my mid semester holidays at the moment. Did not go back to KL this trip because the flight ticket was expensive and 12 days wasn't really worth the price to pay. And so, I stayed back in Melbourne with my second family.

At present, things are sort of screwed up. My life is pretty much messed up. I've got assignments to rush. And guess what? Thanks to my ULTRAFAST internet, I totally flunked my online test. Besides that, my Blackberry decided to fuck me up and I cant receive certain messages and it goes blank whenever I'm answering or make a fucking call. And it does not stop there. I have problems financially too, which made things better. Been attempting to make foreign telegraphic transfer (tt) and I get slapped with a fucking message: Ib0000 - Internet banking unavailable. Please try again later. And now, the dude up there got me! I'm broke! Fuck this shit! I'm tired. *sigh*

This is the only place I could just unleash my anger and frustration. At least, I don't end up fucking people's day just because mine is fucked.

FML! No, seriously FML!!

Argh! Shh! Breathe, George. Breathe.

Till then, cheers!

George

Dare to Make Changes..

Decided to try something new. Took the initiative to make changes to the blog. What do you guys think? Just wanted something simple, nice and what best describes me. Well, it all boils down to ONE very important thing. Can you guys still read with ease? Let me know if you have comments. Feedback is what one needs in order to perform better. Oh crap! I'm crapping just so this post doesnt seem too short. *shiok sendiri* Lmao! =P

Till then, cheers!

George

Home Away..

This is my third week away from home and I'm feeling really homesick. *sigh* I have no one to talk to and I figured out that the blog was the only place I could go to. Here, I just wanna let it all out. Pour away my sadness and all this nonsense. Being away from home isnt easy. Nobody said it could be this tough.

A friend who is actually in the same shoes as me, said this to me and I find it pretty true. She said the words that I couldnt put my finger onto it for a while. "Talking to your loved ones on the phone just feels so unreal and surreal". I personally find that it just isnt enough. Skyping and talking on the phone is only a short term remedy. Whenever the call ends, it hits us hard again. And this goes on and on and on..

One thing I never really understand is that why some teenagers want to break out from their family so badly. The pursuit of freedom & independence, some say. Is it really that important? Point is, you may be away from home, free from your naggy parents BUT to them, you'll always be their child. The little kid they love. My point here is that some people like me for instance, want to be nagged and cared so f**king badly. Now that I know I wasn't ready to live a life alone out in the foreign country but everything is done now. Theres no turning back.

However, I understand, as a grown young adult, that sometimes I need to leave my comfort zone in order to grow. To grow into a mature young man who could differentiate whats right from wrong. Hmm. Thank you, mom & dad. I love you.

I miss you, dad. I miss sitting outside with you, talking bout anything at all. Small talks.

I miss you, mom. I miss annoying you in the kitchen. Most importantly, I miss your cooking.

I miss you, sis. I miss watching movies with you and of course, mommy & daddy.

I miss you, guys. I really do...

Love,

George

The One with the Home Feeling..

I understand that saying "It has been some time.." is some sort of a cliche and that I'm actually being rather repetitive. Therefore, I'm gonna try something new. Haahaa!

And it all kicked off with a simple phone call from a girl named "Lilian". She said she was a friend of Doreen's and that she wanted to date me. And that shook me of guard for a moment when BAM! I recognized her voice. Its Shanice! My sister in law! Garh! She is here with her family for a vacation..

For now, I'll let the photos speak.. =)

Day One

- Lunch at Pancake Parlour

- Shopping at JR Dutyfree

- Myers

- Dinner at Greccos, Crown

Day Two

- Breakfast at Kotaraya, St.Kilda

- Luna Park, St.Kilda

- Tea time at Koko Black

- Dinner at Dragon Boat, China Town

Day Three

- Tea time at MaxBrenners

- Dinner at Grill Steak Seafood

- Dessert at Koko Black

And finally, shots I couldn't help capturing..

Till then, cheers!

George